Sink or Swim

the definition of decision making, or its just me nah i dont give a damned what you think just as im the one doin whats best for me no one can tell me on how or what!Sink or Swim every decision every nooks and cranny of your decisions will reflect on life. Sad part of this Decision Making is dealing with it, there are no right or wrong its always how you deal and standing for what you believe. No one can tell if its right or if its wrong the only thing that matters is how you stand and how proud you are. In my life a big part of me deals with hard fought decision, a thinking that might make or break the hell of me but who's to care no one does, the only thing i hear is lester why you do this and why you do that you dont give a shit, yah i dont give a F*** who are you to tell me this things, look in a mirror and tell to yourself im such a big peice of crap.....

Mary In Wonderland

Its been 1 hell of a ride since I've been in wonderland......Its great wondering around finding purpose, finding answers yet its hard being me. I hate glitches i hate cliche's but i love how my life moves, it moves in a pace than even a mouse with tricks cant expect. Well it seems this is the life im bound to take, with people beside me guiding me through it all, enemies and detractors giving me hard time in a way it challenges me to do something extraordinary. But all the sense in life ends all in this wonderland with me and my life getting ahead of me in some way or another. Self pity sinks in but hell do someone care, the only thing they want for you is to fail not to do things you think is right but to disintegrate on your own blood your own soul will be the price you must pay. Monster like them will eat every inch of your soul no matter how battered your self proclamation is they will do hell just to vanish your self respect. In this wonderland you must trust your guns your friends most dear to your soul rather than someone that would consume it for their sake alone. Must learn how to fight back without wrath of you fist and sword,but learn how to vanquish evil by words and patience. In this hellbound world no ones safe, no ones spared, Iron soul and Iron hand of your self will protect you from harms way