Wednesday, November 19, 2008

How I miss My ZONE

its been almost 4 days since I left, and it still sucks!I hate the traffic, i hate the rush, i hate the climate its so "init schucks", food costs is high, i cant eat normal soul food, transportation sucks i have to walk then line up then get aboard the jeep or bus leave this 2 then back to the walking part!MAN!its just blocks away but there are designated routes for each destination and mind me the blocks isnt so a block should I say, as if when Im walking its eternity!sweat is pouring rays of the sun is tingling, Then its a full circle when I go home!DAMN those tunnels i have to go through them even if I want to buy water for my able body I have to surge the buzzling pool of human beings in the tunnel then going back again to that tunnel, next thing I know shit my water is gone (well I drink most of it) for 5 days im gonna fight for this routine but the good thing about it is how i feel, how i feel towards the people i miss, i miss short walks i miss the smiles, i miss you guys, and this things i realize what you mean to me,you complete my everyday life especially you the one i truly miss!i miss the hugs and the shouting when you are pissed off on nothing in particular!i miss you and soon i'll be home!and for my co-employee when i get back i have a job for all of you no but's no donts,im gnna kick your fucking ass!!miss you guys!and piggy pls. wag ka magpainit bka lumutong ka!love lots

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Halogen LAMP

If I was one thing, I'd be a candle Lighting the way so you can handleYour life easier without woes Not having to fight with your foes. I'd help keep you from stumbling over Things blocking your path to an open door.If I light your path, life is easier,Even strong winds, my light will not deter.No matter what, I'm here for youTo cheer you up when you are blue.Do not fret when times get tough,If things look down or kind of rough.Just remember, I'm always here,In your heart, close and near.I will help you out in every way,Happiness and love in your heart will stay.Don't blow me out, that's one requestUnless it's me you do detest.I do not try to hurt anyoneThat isn't good or any fun.But one day you may leave me behindYou may no longer need my light to shine.If that day comes, go on your way And I will hope to see you again one day.If one day, I don't appear,Do not worry, do not fearI may be gone, but in your hear tThe light I gave you did not depart.

Touching, I think so! all is well when it comes to responsibilities I am your light, storms may come, catastrophes my occur but my binding light will shine you through, help you,lead you to a better conclusion, give you direction on what is right not what is wrong. Accepting this responsibility is my life full dedication even breaking me to the brink of my extinction

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Sink or Swim

the definition of decision making, or its just me nah i dont give a damned what you think just as im the one doin whats best for me no one can tell me on how or what!Sink or Swim every decision every nooks and cranny of your decisions will reflect on life. Sad part of this Decision Making is dealing with it, there are no right or wrong its always how you deal and standing for what you believe. No one can tell if its right or if its wrong the only thing that matters is how you stand and how proud you are. In my life a big part of me deals with hard fought decision, a thinking that might make or break the hell of me but who's to care no one does, the only thing i hear is lester why you do this and why you do that you dont give a shit, yah i dont give a F*** who are you to tell me this things, look in a mirror and tell to yourself im such a big peice of crap.....

Friday, October 24, 2008

Mary In Wonderland

Its been 1 hell of a ride since I've been in wonderland......Its great wondering around finding purpose, finding answers yet its hard being me. I hate glitches i hate cliche's but i love how my life moves, it moves in a pace than even a mouse with tricks cant expect. Well it seems this is the life im bound to take, with people beside me guiding me through it all, enemies and detractors giving me hard time in a way it challenges me to do something extraordinary. But all the sense in life ends all in this wonderland with me and my life getting ahead of me in some way or another. Self pity sinks in but hell do someone care, the only thing they want for you is to fail not to do things you think is right but to disintegrate on your own blood your own soul will be the price you must pay. Monster like them will eat every inch of your soul no matter how battered your self proclamation is they will do hell just to vanish your self respect. In this wonderland you must trust your guns your friends most dear to your soul rather than someone that would consume it for their sake alone. Must learn how to fight back without wrath of you fist and sword,but learn how to vanquish evil by words and patience. In this hellbound world no ones safe, no ones spared, Iron soul and Iron hand of your self will protect you from harms way